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Okay I have never been really good at school. And when I say Never I mean NEVER. I dropped out of High school last year because I new I wasn’t going to pass. I was in 11th grade and maybe had enough credits to pass as a freshman. Well we moved to Ohio and I lean red that there was a Free Home School program online called OHVA. I looked into it and thought it was pretty cool. You could learn at your own pace and do the classwork at whatever time of the day you wanted. Well basically I had to hound my Mom, who btw was wanting me to get back in school, to fax the papers. I ended up getting accepted at a late start. Well they had a special first week of school schedule you were supposed to follow but I couldn’t because of personal issues and I missed a lot of important details. Well I talked to my teachers and they said as long as I did the work that I wouldn’t get in trouble for not following the special log in times and stuff. Well because I missed the meetings from the schedule I missed the whole conversation that there is a special announcement place in each course that tells me what assignments to do. I just thought you start with Unit 1 and work your way to the end until the school year is over. WRONG! I have been doing ALL the wrong lessons for the last few days. I want to cry. I feel so stupid because it’s all my fault. Not to mention my mom who was supposed to be the learning coach and attendence keeper hasn’t done a damn thing! I have to log in every dya and do my own attendence keeping. Half of the time I don’t evne know the EXACT minutes of classwork I do everyday! I’m so stressed I want to cry. I told my Mom I wanted to quit and she got really mad at me. I feel like a complete idiot! I don’t even want to ever log on again because now I have a bunch fo late work to do. Not to mention my dad is making me get a job. I’m so stressed. I suffer from Depression and this school is not helping. This happened at the old public school too. I got behind and I got depressed and quit school.

I don’t know what to do.

I can NOT stand the idea of starting in the middle of lessons. I must have some OCD because I HAVE to start from the beginning of something.

Should I just quit school agian. I wont even graduate on time (was supposed to be this year) because they put me in 10th grade.

What do you think I should do?

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